It was not the first time he had beaten me but it was the first boyfriend he beat me in front of other people.
Besides, he was so forceful too all my butt cheeks are red even today. I have been a very confused—some might say very conflicted—girl ever since I can remember and I have always lived in a fantasy world of my own making.
I was born in Japan, my mother is Chinese and my father is Japanese, and my father's mother or my grandmother was German Dutch, and I came to the United States as a teenager and lived and went to school in Maryland, and worked in New York. I lived in fantasy worlds since I was a teenager and I have always done so, sometimes so deep in my own fantasy I forgot my own identity.
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I no longer knew who I am. Physically I look more European than asian. My father is of mixed heritage—he has white blond hair, but he also tacoma wa strip some distinctly Japanese features.
On the other hand my features mostly resembled my grandmother, who was a full blooded European woman. Which was not something that really bothered me.
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Actually most modern Japanese look very European compared to nfl cheerleader nude pics rest of asians. My father was a sadist, and my mother, on the other hand, was, in my opinion, a masochist with no self respect. Growing up, seeing my father beating my mother was almost as frequent as having dinner, and dicks cocks not beating her, she was constantly being humiliated and degraded, when having to serve dinner to him naked on her knees or being tied to an utility pole only in her panties during the winter.
At first I believed my mother was a victim, a unfortunate human being bad the hands of a cruel evil man, but as I grew older Spanked realized that it was my mother who enjoyed being treated this way.